its easy to do... just the effects might not be as easy to deal with. well, i'm sure they'll get used to it. I can't help the way i feel.
maybe this time i have the right to do what I want.... no? i'm happier this way... and thats what's important right? at least... thats what i tell people: that they should do what makes them happy... well now i'm taking my own advice.
Adios.